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ºʹ˧ģЩ¹ٺ޲úѪ⣬ɺ޵زܵĻᡣ

һģҪǲɱˣص̲

ϣܸолĵ˧ĵ

ϸƬ̺йŵԩġ

һԵĲ￩һ

ԥݸñڳеλãһ˺ܿſڡ֮丮ſһ˹ڴſڣһ˻ԩ

ʪ谵ĸôϱľϣۻƤĳϣһҹȥѱˡ

ԭõŰҵĹԱǲɾȥſŽҪǵĴ

ֻҪָ䵽ԶС

ǳ뵽ָļڸǰһޡԭ⸮һڲһ϶κβԶİȫҪЮôǰܶ

ԶĳϣѺʮȫ㣬ܷؼȥָòҲûҪǡ

һѪĭӣһﲻ





25   ĺ֡

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Զ˵Ĺܼ, ˵ʥϵ壬䲻꣬Ϊ˸, ۾಻ɳӡ

ԶѹһҪҪƨɲɾǧ˰ѱ

ү...ʵ...Զ, Ǵʲôζһҿôõˣò, Ȼȳζ

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۰ǰƤ߹Ҳ֪˼

˻ָޣˣָҲغͷӹ

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صһۣŵòɻ궼ˣڨЦ¹Ϳãºʹ˧

Ȼ

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ɫˮźգնͼǰ棬ԥͨвɣ۷ԣľһɵá

ºˣԩкԩ

¹ˣ˿ͷˡ

ָǴ弾֮ϣ״СԶҷԶ븮ò۽ҷ֮󣬲δÿδȴڴ֮δ֪

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ϣԶ̫ݣԵĲˣֻӲͷƤԶ

Զʱ򣬻־СͦµģҪǾһϣʡȥ๦

˸ãɵ٣ȲŭƷͣĵãȴҲʶĹһԡ

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ָԼ۾컹ڼҸú˵ˣôͳģָ֣ϱѪסͷ

һʶҲޣ˫ۣڸõĵ˶ָһµڼϵϣѪۻȻڹ䵽ϡ

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ۿ׷ԶȭֽŲãһԵĲҪǰȴѫһ鶨ס

ѫָ˫Ѫ죬Ŵ󺰣ſңҪɱҪɱ

ɣղܵڸʲôԶҽе㡣

ɸҪֹص۾һܴˡԹ˲ϾֻԶʹŹ

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26       ²ȷʵ

²ȷʵ֪, һֱæΰֺ͹أԥݳϼȫҳ¥ˣļҲˡ

Զ, ͷԸ˵ȥҲûָ֪ﾹȻİֵµˣҲûˡ

ɴǴͷˡ

˴ˣԩԩ, Զһת⼾ϰҵչǿռȴһңֻһ֮ԡ

Ŷ, üԶָϣ֤ݣ

ˣδţһӵǮȴǸ˵, Զޣȫĸ֮ý֮ԣָлԼ, ǼϰҵȢؼ, ѵ㲻ǿռ

ƨָŭ۾ĵ޲ù, ָԶҹɵԼҺθɣ뼾ǩķ, ǿռһ˵

ĶˣؿһԶϵĻԼӦϸĸ̶˼ҹɶĿ㲻

ָǸĸţҪƸֻ¸ùһ, ԶƱ

ҲɲôؽտһĺãǹգּԶ㲻ռ

ߣ˼ҷǩ˻Ѿķޣ˼ǿռǺҪ

һ¾ľ֮ţԶ漾ǿռϣΪܸΨһ

ۣͬ˽Ź򼾳˴Ϊ

¸ۣΪضѾֱĲɵܴˣδаɡ

ٲְܹٸߣҲ̵ȨոǿнȥѾ˸ڰеȨٽɣزҲС

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͹һǺĲҽ뿪á

ļūүشȤ

˵ūţ˶ΪǵүҪ֪˿ûˡ



ۣƤѿˣһÿһκޱȵѣŲҩĶ

һεȵˮ䵽ֱϣϸоĲ˫֣ۿģƤǧء

ɣ˵ϸûдˣʱˣѾһҹˣȥЪЪɡ

ûµģҲæһһȥЪţϸš

ָǶûˣĴʯͷˣϾ˯˹ȥ

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ܲصأָķ·Ķ˵һϣļҶţܲĶء

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ϸ磬ָһ

ϵҵܵôÿǼҵ쵱Ȼˡ

ָۣЦˣѾ͹ǴüĿһĶſ˼ô˵ġ

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ţָصĵһͷȻͷ˸ոյǸλá

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شŵģûҲû취лѫǸԶѾˣֵĵǴӾǻģÿ¶úù

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27      ϱûû裬

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ҼֱԶ޵ˣһǱ, Ӧ

ȻȥˣǾ취һֱŰɣϵĻ, иӱȽϺá

ָһֱĬţҪǰٻҲץͺˡ

ԺǽưܵķݣûؼԺĲݺˡ

ѫͣ, ԼͿʼԲݡüһֵܣԺӵĲݶ԰µˡ

... Ŵ˵Цˡ

ڻؼ, ڴϿڵǽ, ڼªȴޱȰ, ѫ壬ھˡ

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ˣֱָţȥȴĵס

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Ź¶ƮĴ˿̰ޱȵĽǻΪñ˴Ϣ

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28   峤壬뿼

峤, 壬뿼ƾ٣

ɶ

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ϰǰ첻ǻ˵𣿡һֺ֣ĵƾٿɲ뿼ܿ, Ҫˡ

ˣҪƾ٣ޱȼᶨ˵

峤¹ȵ뿼, ǾǴ廹ˡ⺢ʶôĹ٣иǴĴ񲻶Ž⡣

ô, һǾþͼǱҪܿУ϶ľ۾Ϲˡ

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̾˿, û˵

峤峤ͳţܹСӣǵøϽԺǽһĴš

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ȻģָߡԶ۸ҪԼǿιȥȻûԶǽأҪȨƵ۸ô죿

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˵һԺӣָɴ⡰ˣϸᣬȥˡ

Ҳ̫ܵˣϴ裬ܸҲܸϴͷϾԼʭˡ

Ұ鼮˵ϣõô

ˣϾµˣϿһʣ壬ǣ

ڼҲû˼ģ顰㲻˵ҪƿҼﻹʣµĿÿùˡ

ѾˣӦ֪ԺԾǿ徭ЩģҵҲţȰЩ죬֮ٽ۶ԶӣԺ֮ǰ㡣

ţǽǹõġ

飬徭һʮ֣ô඼Ҫᱳ졣

ϱӵļֻгѧȴһ·ѹ˾УӲܲáڰѮµԺԻнʱ䣬Ҫڰʱﱳ徭ͷе

ҶһµⲻǱ飬̫ѿƾٿһۿľ֡

ϰһȰҵʵڲǾͱ˰ɡ

۾ʿͷǰϣƾٵôȴùˣ壬ѿģƾһҪģµˣϿε»ǵ鷳塣

аɣ̾һڵȱÿҹҪ㶼ȥƾͱָˡ

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ԭΪԭҲǸģϼĿӦȫġ֪ԭ鲻ǻӾǲͼᡣǣ徭ûд׾

īֽҲûһãͷֲɱߵëʣжʮŻֽȥһ˳С

ΧǽѾȫˣľѾľˣ޺ӺҲᰲװϡϱµ죬һˮϴ˸ʹ졣

¹ԽԽ󣬺ƤëҲѾɹˣָԺĴײϣȻֵҪ

Сӣҿ˸ϸ絹ˮ

ϻڴǷָֺˮͺԼû첲һָҲĸԸźźԹԡ

ӵү۶췭ˡԴԶǼ֮һֱҰæȻҲһֱҳԷٰ֮ѷŴȥ

˻ʳȻҲǰϡӾҰˣϵҪǶٶٶҪ⣬ǳҲҪƬ




29   ôЩӣ

ôЩ, СԲǰƼݣָÿǿҪһ̡

ָŻʣüϸ, ҺȲˡ

ԣ갡϶¸֡

ĺȲ£ǷǣָҲݲζ, вС

ֵÿյĺʱ̣ÿÿʱ򼾳˵ܰ˵ᵹɫʰ, Ȼɿĳݡ

ƶȰ

ָԴҡĸ˹ƵġҪ

ֻҪ̺꣬ȥ, ׳ն

ֻȥεָȥ˲ӣģ

, ʲôʱƭ, , ꡣ

ָһűӰ̹ཹཱུһڹȥϵҡ

ָԼϴΪ, ͼֲ֣ȼʰһջʣµĺ̿Сӣǽվһ¡

ָıֱȻͷǽϻһ, ԺÿһһΣʱ䳤˾͵øлˡ

ڸҲ㰫ˣеָȻԸԼٸЩܳܳһ𣿡

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Щû׼ܳñҸߣĪЩȡ

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ָڵؿںжסܡָԼǼΪʲôء

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һֱͷָȻɽСָʼҡɽ磬һ⡣

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˵Ļֽı̨̫һĵʯī棬һһ߰ʮģһ˸ëʵͷ

һǻǮٴŵļ϶еָۣ񵭶úܣǮʱòԥһֱĴ




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31   СѼҲУѼ

СѼҲ, ѼɺóˣߺӶˮ࣬Ѽӻι

һ, ûѼˣȱƵʹѼӸ¸µܰһԺӵķ࣬е㲻̫ﲻи̵¹źһ, Ҫ¸ϻлƿɺÿˣ¹Ѫ¹ǻǮ

ѽһᵽǮָ۾˲

ÿƹǮ, һ¹ǵǮӦٲˣ֪¹ǮֻʡǮػػˣ

ϰʳⶼװԼı¨, ͷѾбӦÿ쵽ʱˣǻؼҡ

ӽ忪ʼ˴ָʵǿͷķ, ָЦɬ, ϸ, ÿ𣿡иֻǴǰûǸѡ

ûоӼϾʹһˮ, Լôܲÿ

ˮﵹӰϤָСĵͷϵķ糺ɫͷ࣬Ц񻯿ǡϸ磬ⷢÿ

Ц, ̫ˣֲԶǸǣָһôЦֽŽӲ಻

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ĻɬѶϱĥĿ಻ԣǼãʱҲֿڵĹĥĺ޲ͷء

Ϊӱָһصɳڸ첲ϣÿϰƲʮֽ涼á

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һߣǴԥݳǣĽʿ˰׹ǣѪػ˽µƬءλεϣɹƤۣȥ˻˼ǵǣôͺδһ

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32   Բָ׸Ǵĺӡ

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ȡָ֣Ŀٿ࿪ʼײʶĸֻ֣Ϊ峤š

Щƽҵĸ֣ܸоԼ΢΢һʱЩţ뼾ϵĿ˲ȷ

ҵļÿ˶֣ⲻǸţҲһ˴ڵ֤ϿѾ׵ĵһԼģʲôʲôϣʲôʲôԼĶһ޶֡

ϸļ磿ļ粻ôָգգۣ۽ǵʪɢĿһЩһǳϸ磬Ҫ֡

ڿϸûĴֻ֣΢֣á

ûطȥļ˯˯ĺףָ˯ʵͨһƵҪ§˯᲻ѡ

ȥֶڰַ˻Ҫٲ֪Լô£ǸɵģʮȴϲһʮС

ڿ˼ҵ׵ܵܣȴŰϲǺã׾ָôĿ϶ӦĻӦϲ

ѵĽĵһѩׯҲǣ˸ǽǶ˿֦Ҷ˸ƫеһյµƣѫžƵ£Щůůӡ

ְֺӣɱΧһһ£ӹһںȹ⣬Ŵѩˡ

ǰѩˣҲ֪ѾͷСӣѫĿͬĶŴ⡣

л׵ܣͬҽڽ֮ǰѾѫи˹أ̫ҪŽ

£¸мĵǮܾˣżԼǰ̣ѫᶨԴӱүүġ

ºЩôһƻľѥģ˸¶õ½µ廻ģһȾˡ

Ѿ˸࣬Ѿսӵĳس֮öȨնɱԥ֪ѩһµ۰ͷֻȼλųĴΪ˵

µۿûһ˿ӵ飬ȫǲͺֻᷳǰ˰֣鷳ͱؽ˸

峿˸صĴ֨һּ̫ϻʵ۽Ľһ֡

ǵ͵ǵȫζ·һվڴһǣĮĿǰһУʿػľĴѣĳ͢

гһĳãһλλ֮°գʵΪȫȨıӪ̫ȦӺӸ˸ŽգƱҪָ˵

Ϊǰ̿ľӪ꣬һӵ²һ㣬Ӯ޿κΣ¾λѡȴ벻Ӱס

Ǳųǰʮ죬̫޹ȦӺһ۾һ˰ۣû֪ô¡

µݿ£ʱ·ʮ̫꣬ӴС̫ӣȻĺһ𣬴ӺӸǰϲȡ

ײ̫Ӽ飬Ȼǵһʱ㱨ǰѳĶ˶Լȥƣ̫ŭѵ淢˿񣬻˴ӵӵĸ첲

ЩĶӣĺöӣһС۰Ϊƨ±ߵӺ޲ÿԷ

ʺĶӱȦһϹһˣסһȫˣҪ˵ΪһֱҲҪĶȢһ֮Ů

ûЩ˾Ϳʼż𣿻ʲô

µľȻעʵȺһੲݵ죬·һŴҪһ¡






33       ֮Ļʵۡ

֮Ļʵۿ϶ϹӺͲм, ̫ʧⱲӾͺͻλԵˣʣһΪǡ

ȡλĵ·һУĻ۵׵ĵ, һжûйϵһ·µҲǸʱ򰾳ģܲĶʲô

ǰ̫ˡ

谮ĺǶͲϽڳλøջϥͷ֣֮һƮɢµǰ

µۿ˴½, ǸվıֱȴĬȻĶӡǰһʱǼ˽֮ʱĶӡ

ɢ֮, µپòµ̸ֶҹڶ컧Ĵš



ϱ˯𿻳ļϣֻ֪˻𿻵Ĵԭδʵʲ, ϸһ̵ȷû֮ӳŴס

Ŵװˮϻཬ, ٰѻܶʯûཬ֮, ջ, ȥ￻˸һǼ֤漣

ãֻ˼֤漣ˡ

ͼÿæǰæĲڸ, ֻʵʵ֮ѾһȦļƨɵԽԽʯ壬Ƶվˣ...ⶫˡ

£ǧŪõĻ𿻣ɱⵯսQˣתͷĶָô, ˰ɡ

Ҹ㽲ųϸϰӽ

... ...ֲаͷӡ

ָ˯ȺĻ𿻣ָڿͷڿβ

»ָһ㣬ůļӵĳ嶯СӣȺ

˵𣿻Сӡ

ѾѼаѵǱѬָ˵ϸ磬𿻶Ҳö˯žˡ

ڴģûֻôˣϹ£㲻ʲô¡

Ŵũ嶬ܳԵʳϾǴײżϹϣʳ̫һÿ춼⼾϶Լ淢ࡣ

Եһˤ˿ӣȻҪˣ

ָ񿴲һĿˣǼҳԵĻָ˵Ǵ峤ҲûǼҵĻʳá

ͼøǼʱʱĳ磬ԷȨû

ʵܲ˶ٶٶǴײ˵ļϣϱ֮ͿʼڡԴָ˶˯֮ݾͿˡ

ǽڼӺһ㣬˻̵̵̴ѣֻһҹĹǽˡ

ڶʱָżǽɵۣΪ챳˯֪һ޵ǽָϸ磬Ūʲô

ǽԺֲˣĨ˰ѱϵĻҵ

ֲˣô֣

ջȶȾͻᴫǽȥ¶ȾͻߣϸĽŻǽԭ߲˳ɳҪľ¶Ⱥˮڶľ¶ȣ˻ǽȻֳ߲ˡ

Ŷ

ŶһޣͻһŶ

Сӣȥİô಻Ӧÿôˡ

ѾߵԺſڵָڰֵȥʯҪѡ

ݵĲֺ֮󼾳ÿ춼Ҫȥſǻƹϵ߲˶ѿʲ˵ӻԶ

ȥﱨ켾˸磬ָȥﱨСʲôҪ𣿡

ûʲôҪģϸ㻹ȥط𣿡ָڿ϶ʡ

ȥϣָ

...ѽҪǣָĿʼȡ

ǮϿŵЦˣ...ֽûˣʯīҲˣһµİɡ

ԭҪǣ˰ָһȴ־ʧ

Ǯ⣬ÿμ˻ö죬ôأָһӷŵ˼ĵϸ磬ȥ궫͸Ͻؼҡ

ô䣬ҲؼȥİС֪϶붫

챨ͯѾ࣬С¹һ׻һǼ˽ƨһ

˸ſڱͯѾ˺óĶ飬վڶĩˡĶʮ֮ʮʮ֮࣬ĿҪʮˡ

Ժһ֪Щ˾˶ٵĺͷ˻ԾŬţĲòǵ

Ҫ֪ŴĿƾ٣һӹһˣĻͨũҾĥ˹ͷҲǹ

ϣҵ˭أԭǼͯ˵ôþûϫ¥㣬ԭǻؼҷܷȥˡһųйӶģߵ߳

Ŷ̾Ŵ˵Ĳף䲻ıһ˿ԭļҲʲôӡӦһ¥ĳĳĳɡ

ǣˣ˵⼾ͯѵˣǰǽӣ˵ӳ¹ͿĨˣ

϶Ҳˣϫ¥ӳˡ

ԭôʲô˵¶ɣϼֱ͸ˡЩ˸Ӭһˣ̧̧Ƥװû

⼸˼Խ˵Խ𾢣˵˵žҪ֣˰벽²ʶλλأҪ̫

̫һ˳ЦȻ˵̫۸ľ㡣

ǼҪڸſڶ¶ˣٸ֪ȡʸ񣬡һǰϵǴļͯ

ϾŵǮεģ˼۳Ҳûٽ

ǣʼλк£

֪˸ͯŵĻƾ֤뼾ͯպã۰ƾ֤ݸ

֪ˣԥ֪Ѿҵ֪ͲʶˡֻƬ̾ƾ֤лл۴硣

ڷͯ£ԭԵҪҵ˻ᱣеѡʲô֪ȰѽˣʣµԺ˵

ͯɷѱңҽȥһҲʡﴵ֪ԽĻƾ֤ͯǺ˳ˮ顣

л۴ˡʩ

ʱͱˣĵ˺ð¡

ղ̵ǼôҲ벻ƽʱҲˣȻ֪н飬Ǹոǻڳ˼ңǲǻǰһѾԻоٽǮ

ǿ֪ˣһ֪еȨԥݵؽ磬Ҹ¾һ仰¡

ΪҪϰĶӣû뵽ôˣ鶼ˡкǳ죬˿ԭģƮС飬Ǳߡ

СǼԽԽ޲һţոΪʲôҪȥ˼ң㲻ͽҲôͰ˵ˡ

ԽԽϵɫԽԽѿѲĥŽŲߣͲ߳黨С鲽ˣ⼸Ļҡ

һҲûԶһĹ򼾳Ͼ͵Ǹǰô˻ˣǼҲò׼û֨κ󼾳ϵλʶ𣿡

ȱ۵ֵߵߵصʶ...һǮš

ʶ𣿡ʵ

զһ飬ȱ۵Ȼʶ...û˵꣬ԱһּۿľͰģʶʶ

ŶʶǾͺãĵӣѹԺλԶһ㣬˵ˣҺѧϰûȱ۵档

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34       Ԥưġ

ԤưһͰ, ѧҵȵĶͷͺļϣץסѵõĻڳյعε˵ױ, źþûָˣ̧ž˽ȥ

Сⳤ༫õôûӡк͹٣ѡʲô

𡰷ɡ֣ϲǣ㿴

еĶŮõĶλʲô, Ҫָϲҡһ񺮡Сһģ϶µС¯𣿡

¯ͭ˻ǮǮɲͣС֪۷ɵûǮ, µҪǣüЦеģеġ

СƼ¯ǮڶϣǮû, ǮֻõмǮһЩ𣬽շûǮࡣ

ʱĿ˲, ҪֵһȺǼһǷڹǮ, СЩľʵ, ɢȲͭľûô

ʵþУϵɡ

СС, 㿴ǲǼǸƤ𣿡⼾ǸСһЩϲȥ̨黨ӳϫ¥ͷȻǿϵģ඼ϴӳĵʮָˡ

ױӵӳ£ԶԶĿͦεӰ, ٲƴǰηţ˺ʹǰһˡ

ǰϫ¥ͷƣƽﴵЩ˵ϲǾˮ£ɫ˥¥ｬϴѵİŶ硣

⼾ϴǰһ̬Ŀöˣżĺʹǰһˣôܲ¼޸ڻ¥һƶȲ⵰

ոոָ¯ٸͭ壬ǮԲˣʮҪֻ˶˿εȵʯīָƹĺöĥŰҪĶȫ

żϵ̨ϲýﰵԸп˻ҪСⰡ

ؼҵʱ·ſڣԶԶľͿųŹվԺſڣкϣǳ

ԼҶԴӸߵýԺһҳԵõȫմ˼ҵĹ⣬ѧʶ֣ʶְҪʶ֣ⱲӾͲøɿˣµﵱСҲǿˡ

˼ζ벻£ܷĲȡĽ

֮ϵĲҲΪ˺ҩ߾ƲŽɫڴ˺ü´ϼСȥ껹͵£ԼϺǸм

ţµҪˣϾ˳˼룬ȥƹǿŰˣҪӵġ

úúãɫҰܵüϺģɫһʱЩ

ϸ磬ˣһҪˣҪˣ

...ʲôʲôԶȲҲûʲôˣϾŪЩš

¹¹Ҫˣ

... ...¹ҪôɤŸʲô֪ĻΪϱҪˣ

һݾָͼöΧĸ¹¹ǸŪ...ҪŪһζô˯Ҳֱ˵ָ

ϸ磬С¹С¹ҪˣָȽ˷ܣܵӣС¹ô

ĵʲô취Ļɲᡣ

...ȥҸţ˼

... ... һӶ췭ˣǸ˽ĺòã

磬Ҫȥʣɽڼһţõ

٣õӻͦʹϵȥ˵Ҽ¹ѲˣѸϽѴɽ

¹ѲôôŤ룬ѾһȦαȴǰˣ߱ߵ֪ˣ磬Ҿ˵Ѳˣ

......˼ҲˣֻܿⵯսԽԽԶ

ɽǴһصģֻɨһָͿʼͰĸ¹˵ҰĶԼܷ䣬ɽİٶȿˡ

ҪϵҪ£ĸ¹Ųȥʵܲӡ

ָҲ˳ȥˣһӼҼҵĿЩʲôҲûҲָʱС¹վֱӿʼˡ

ϸ磡ϸ磡ǹĹģָ˷ܵص

ģû⺢ӴƳģ¹мһۡ

ϵĻÿ

ϣ...ԭˡ

˰ֳɨɾɽϣôôůͻвٵĲ磬Ҫֲ𣿡

ǰɽ磬ܳԵĶ̫ˣҾͶ˶ӣϵǽջͿԱ֤¶ȣ˻а¾ܳˣʱҸȥЩ

ɽ˵ϣȻֲˣҲڿյϸǸֳ֣߲˿ȥⷨӿ˵ǴͷһˣʴҲǲܡ

ڶҲֻȪׯӵĴ˼ܳЩ߲ˣǳĴ¥ԵҲɹ˵Ĳ˸ɡⶬյ߲붼֪Ӧ󣬼ֵơ

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·ƽʱάɽͷתĿ죬ȥǮֳô

ĵɽûֻҪļֶ֧֣߲پֶ٣Ҳ㹫Ͼֻ⣬˦ƹǮ

ɽԥֵϲõģѧⷨӾ¯Ҷһӵģɽϲɥĵ¡

ɽˣɽΪ˺صǸŵģֲ˵ӣǸҼҺԺɣ֮ٽڴҲְɣ

ϼڴӵһţƽʱ˹й䣬ԺĵطҲֲ˵һǮҲˣҲסˣʱٰѷӽǣܸ˴ա

ҪھͰѷӽġ

ɽִûĹáůŪˡŪЩһŽ۹ЩϣСĳš

ϸúÿʮǮæɻǧҪ˵ȥ϶ǲ˵ģһһҪңõܴϻû˵Լ˵Ҫܡ

ܿһ˳ȥĲ˾ͼ˻رһ˳ȥٽˣɽ͸ûһʮƱֵ߲ЩǮû뵽ôֵǮ

ָȻ˯ˣȥضһһװǮ¹񣬼ϵСӣ˯ɣƱԼˣҾͰǮǮׯﶪˡ

ϸ磬ͷյȣָ۰׵ĽѾӻΣ˵ôǮû°

Ǯ뻨껹죬ϵһ˳ܻꡣ

һֱû˼ϴǰ仨¥ֱֱָĶżϿϱֱëָϸ磬ǼǮˣҲȥ̻ܼң˶ǲܺúùӵġ

...Сһ쵽СԴװĵ׶ʲôôҲˣϦദָô룬е

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35       οϲ

οϲָ, ôԺô죬ƵǮ, ˡ

ŶһðǮʵˣϸܼҵĻᣬðǮطءָԼƻţ˿û⵽ԱߵѾû˻, 

һֱڶ컹ûɢָô, Ϳ϶һ˼ûУͷһ׶һȻĶ

Լˣ˻ô, ϾɥĹǺôͰѲ˹ˡ

ɥָһͷҲǰġָʵܰʱʱĳ, ֪ص

Ѳ, 첻ȥȻˣ

ָҲе, һ춼ΧС¹ָԽԽ, һ֮Ҳͷ̧ͣžͳ˼ţܵй䡣

챱Хļϱ͵ʸ, ˾ԴҲؼҡйľһ

ϾҲǶһеĵۣΰǰʱ˶ڼҪʧİԹһ޴Ĺ졣

ԭǵ˼˰˸ˣý鲻ãǾͿδˡ

ϴ󲽿ԺӣҲûžҪݡ٣˾ȻŲˣ϶ǹġ
̧˺һѵһӦأΰŵĻֻ¡˵СҪƾ٣ôЩͣӣΪϸг¸ء

ſڵˣΰĺֿʼֵٺüˡ

ԭΰŵģ١ƣ˳ɻ֮ΰʵ˺ü꣬١ϻ˸Сӡɺþ١ϵĸţͿˣԼӳϢ˾͸Ʋˡ

˸ӰͷͰŮ˻˵ΰпã١ϵǳ谮мӣƴӡ

١ϴŶӻңڼʵʵżƷһȺüꡣԶƽаŮȴûŮʲô߰λ

ˣĿɺðý˸ʾˡ

úãͦõģΰ͸ûԶηԺû̸û棬ϣҲͦõĹ

ͦãǽе㲻

򣬿򣬡ΰڨЦɿ߰ɣҸʲôΰһɫۼſˡ

еӣĵˣ˵Ҹô졣

̤ĴӣȥǽҹƨáΰҲҶ˵һ䡣

ˣҼǵҪҷ͸Զ¹˵ľԽԽΰǿΪһˣǿŵû...û£Ǵˡ

ҼǴ𣿡

׵ĴׯΰҵԺӷһɱһĺ󼾳ϴҡڵĴΰ߳

˻Ӽֱˬ˵۸ָҲˣҴô⡣

Ƿʰ

˻ؼҾȥָԺҪָΰֳɵɳðײá

Ͼ׷ǲеġָϲ...ϲ...ϲ٣ָϲϲ˭

ǰԼʮˣͦˣ˼Сʮߡ

ȥֳˡ

˼һºЩϵľ飬׷֡ӰͰƻؼҵʱָŴײζС¹¹ȿס

е㷸ᣬ±Сӣȥﰡ

ȥָĿ١զ񣬼ϵˣȥ

ָվڴˣɵúúüƻһ£ʮĳҪúðġ

ϲˣۿžͿˣڴǰļҾҹҲܳһٸɷûͳ˾ǹˡ

ѾͼһҲµһ϶Ҫúùġ

ѽÿϼ϶ǰ緹˲𴲣¶ǷڿȺø

һʼʱܲӦźҲϰˡ

ôʲôϴ˸ҶӣҲС¹ι

ʲô׵ʱɰģǼҵС¹ָϲҲϲĺܡ

õȶ簡ָС¹ͷëı̵ģָ۾ܲ˼ҵǡ

̫ˣȥϵ

䰡ָ˻¯ȫĹֻһ¯ÿ춼ֵıţҴʹ峤ҺͶţ

Ǹϴ峤ҵĳȥϷ䣬ҪǶð˾͵òʧˣʱһС׹ҵɲġ

ھȥ峤ңָ

ָ¹ͷָͷʲôȥü֮ǰͶ˵ȥ֪һС

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ЩûϵͿָˣĸһ

С۵ļϵ˳˵һεľ飬ָѾֲˡ

ϸ磬һ̨ɣôԵģõĶȴһֱŪţõʯīдֽϣһܿ϶īü

ðһ鲻̫ĶӣĹŴ

ԵõĶһ󳵣󼾳Ŀɨɨָ˲װɽںĬĸණ

װϰ廹ǵһ־˺üƥˣСѡϣ

ţѣɶּԽԽ˳ڡ

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˼ҶŲŵϱһ£ģΧָ˸˵...ͦÿ

ɽһԿֱ֣ӡ

ƹģƥҪ¼ܳʯãûгʽÿҲСǮˡ

... ...Ǳ£󷽿ȡƹѼϳĲĬĬľ˻ȥ

¶󰡣ָҪϵһӣ־ͱһסУǾȡ

...ֻǮָȻ죬ﻹǺܸˡ

ָҲѡһ飬ÿϿΣͷĺܣǮҪҪܲ᲻ɡ

Լѡһ鵭ɫ޲ϣͬҲ˳ȡӲװʱָŷӦϸԼʲôû򣺡ϸ磬㲻·𣿡






36   ·ˡ

·, ϴľС

...Ҹһ˫ЬɣָҪҲ·ϸܴ·öá

ЬЬԽԽԶɲҪ, ϵЬҲҪѧѧѰɣһ¡

ںɽ룬ֵ, ¾͵˸

...£ָȶѸֻǼٷޣô

Ͽָɫ, ҲЩΣʲô...룬Ķʯʯ̫ˡ

̫󣿡ָͫ΢ɣΪʯ̫˲, ľͿˣ

ţ˵ɶ˵ɶ

...ǣҵ˼ǣʯϾô, ܹǲ, ϸоԼ, ԽԽףֻˣҾ, ɡ

߰˳ߵĺӣͨĸţָͻȻܺãЦŵҲû˵ȥҾ͸ʯѧ

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ɽں濴޼ɵĴ֣һЦﶼĽĺܡ

ϼſ˩һƥǼҵԺŻšԴԺǽ޺ֻ֮ڼҵʱŲŻ򿪣ֲԺŻգ˸ɻͼãǼһϲˡ

˶һ۶ϽߣţϽԺǼҵ߳δ󺺣Ͼ͹Цϵܣû뵽˰ɡ

Ŵ磡ѫļһֵȭŴ磬ǲǻؾ𣿡

ˣǻؾĻҪģѫ𾩳ǵ£۾ⶼ֣Ҽ㲻ڼңСҴŴˡ

Ҫô죬ȻؼҷǶҲɣѫżЪŻ͸ԼһָĲոһȭͦۡ

ͺˣ

ѫǱʲôˣǵôô򣬷ô׾жȥɲС

ʰԺ󣬼ϴѴ峤ҵţͻȥָڣԼͻʰȥˡ

ֵܣү˵Ҫƾ٣ҹ͵ѫȵذѴͷϵİġ

ϴεľ飬ϲλү͵Ķѫ飬϶ǱϴεӻҪá

ʲô̽ʵ

տɫ򿪣һ鼮ѫһԺҼүô󾢵ĲŪģʮԻ԰׺ǰľӺע

ĻɬѶһϲͨļϣȫԼһǻѪӲѧҵĽ⣬кܶطҲǺ͸

ΪԺԿ϶Ҫҵˣ뵽Ȼô

ʮİ׾ӿǮ·һõģϼվܳ鱾ֵķš

ôǧĺöɣѫҼүǰϧ˲ţҲöģү˵ˣֻ㻤ԥݳйѣ㲻Ҫ롣

ģҲϵΣ͵Ϊ˰ʿ䣬ݵѾ

Ҳ٣ܿԼָľҲ͵ͷˣʲôûλʲôĸûʲôϵ

Ȼô˵¾ȴ֮ˣϳĳŴ磬лҲллŴһˡ

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Ŵ磬㶼˵ֵܣʲô㵫޷ϻ͵ľӣ˼ҵ֣˼ҵ£ǲܱȣһľͳ˳ʺ

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Ͳˣ˵ˡ

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ﰵ˵ۣӾǵԥݶԶľ룬ǳضˡɾΪҲ˵ƷԶǿסġ

Ŵ磬⻰˵ԶˣԼҵܵҪܳǣϵҷڹ֮ϻŴӦţûˣǼġ

ֻܳҪʱ䣬Ҫôʵ

Ҫڹϣҿ϶ǹ˸Ƥʲôһԥݵһ¾ȥźһԶѫָûֱ꣬⵱˻߿

ҲûҪȥʺʺԶתһԶһζĵһˣ֡

Ŵ磬ܵô飬ָԷڲλ֣羮һ־Ҫ·ˡ

ٺٺ٣ֵܣ㿴Ǽס˵ӣΪܵܵǰѫƤҲҪˣҵܵСסһγɲҼżѾˣƽʱǻཻܶ

ҪסңǿɲɣȲ˵ԼҵĲ԰Ӿ˿ż˭֪ǲСһָô죡

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˼ҷ޸ոճɻ鲻ãõܵסίʵ̫㣬һûȢϱĴϴ֣ʲô˾˵ʲôˣڷӦе㲻˼ǳɣǳɡ

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ðźСӺȾƿɲһˣѫһĴȸ˵

ǻŴ磬ԵƬȥŪ¾Ʋˡ

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Ϻָˮ۹һ۹ϣع͡

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˵ָ˻ǽǵĴľԼıѡϸǲԾʱʱľ˭ǳԡָ̾⿼ƾٿ治ס

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ָҲ˯̫, ֪СһﰮӣҲûæǰæ

ѫ˯һҹĴŹǷ, ΪɶôȺϼҵС¹ϴˮϴ˻ǲþ

զֵ߲ˣҲ̫ů, ůͶˡ

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Ŵ磬𿻺ͻǽķӸ, ΣϺ˿ָָ࣬˿⡣

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ָ֮, ׼ҹ˶һӲˣһ۱˴۵׶Ц, ϵ

뼾ϴʱ䣬ѾӦһУǰиΪˣԼٺòˡ

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ĵ㻹֪컹û, е, ŴûůԾͰѾƺ˺, ˮȡ

˵ɽ磬㶯ˣ˵£ϲµײŻ, ż°ʹϺˡ

ͷҲȾɽôҲûϵô˵һھƲûǺֱԣϸϽɽ磬ɸϽ죬ҷ˯

... ... ³˯ϻûŵġɽûĵһ۵֪ϱܱס𣿡

죬û˵š

˺һɽŻͱǺڸǷֲǺĻǲ˼ģЩߵ˼κɽͷġ

... ...û˵˶Ǵӡ˵ʲôģеģӺס˶ӣɶ

ǣֶ׳ŵ͵͵ģ̫ˡ

ļһϲҳҾͲˣͼǱߵÿ춼̵ġڼϼҰæʮĺӶѾʼǮˣв˵ġ

µϺþˣҹҲԼģΨһľʱʱľ߶硣

ǰȥϵķͷݣû˵ֻܸŵ˵ʱ˵

˳ָͼϳţ¯װľ̿ŵ˵ǸطɾϸЩ

İɣȥأϽ˽ϵ·ҵ£ԺԵʱҿҪġ

ָʯĻٷ޾ǲһŻĶ·Ҫ

ţָͷۺɫĶҲ֪Ƕģߵġ

˳＾ȰѫµַŰ꣬ѫ˷żֱΡ

ûϲ쾢ǰɶڻɶҪҹһ˶ܣѫһƸ˵ͷ˳ͽ˹ԶǼη

үðҲͷѵӣѫôˡ

Զѫ߶һȣǰϻŲʣñǽǺүΡ

̫УŵܹȥûܾûһǹЦ̰Ը

̫æԶǸϽָƵóסӡζʵ̫ˣѫ֡

ӵ

һžһ˵ıӺʹƵġ

ҷɸģһ顣Ժ

ѫû̧ߵԶƨϣϵţ˭̤ңȻûѡ

̤˺٣ѫһֱӰеߵһ

Զ˳ˡʹǽĴ󺹣ǰʱηͿʼϵ˻ûãôˡ

үĻ𣿡һԶͫѵĿżϣһģֱͺˡ

Զ͵س򼾳ϣȻͿȻԼĶȣһľ͵ڵϣصĳ

үðϻ˻˵ģҲ˵үȡů̿裬ŴͼݸŪһ

Ҳҳ𣿡ԶƣֲκκôڵϣǿҪóɲ½󣺡Цġ

߶аɣǰ˻һ˿үģǰһʱҲĴϵмүæ

æǣҲҪҵ飿밡...ԶЦһѲǸˣ

ΪأԶżһűͳĸ콵һϣЦŵôҪ

Ǻ롣ü벻ָͨΪ飬ⳤҲǸӣôϹѺ

룿·ʲôЦһҸǸҵļ˳飿̤Ļû˯Ѱɡ

Ҹ㣬ԼţⱲӾͱȥԶ񶼿컯ʵʣԼϵôҵ̨˲ˣסˣΣҾҪǡ

γԹ̲ס̾һ׽ˣֺαôޱ˴ء

γԹңȻңԶ޺޵˵ɷ򣬱ҲͰˣôüôӡ

ʲôζӦ˵Ӧ𣿣Զ»֮ҹŵϵζֻűӣȻɫɷ˳

СʶҲûҪȢˡȻˣ»֮ҹԶѹԱȫӿһȭߣŵ춼ûȥ

ʧ;ȻΪҸϲ֪ǿ޺ûЦĵԭǧǧû˵һΪҸ̵ġ

㲻ͬ⣿ʵ

ͬ⣿ƾʲôͬ⣿Զ̧ۿżϣͷסݻƵķ˿һܻʵʣܰѼϴͷͱ˸顣

أҾúģͬأԴϲԹ꣬ϵȻ㲻ͬ⣬вͬķӣֻүҪЩˡ

ҪԶɪһ£˶پЦ˵Ұ㿴һǰҪǸӴңԿܴܲӦ㡣

֮ڣķŭ֮ʱĮ֮ԣҸ֮ʱůȲŻǯŪ̿ȵĻ̿

֮ʱ̿Ҫ֣̿Ƥ֮ϣת˲֮ϼһյͨ͸Ļ̿Ŀƶү˵̿ٵ̽Ҫã˵ͷ᲻̻ˡ

һԿֵѫյϵסѵԶԶȻʧɫ˺ʲô

ոջһεˣȴС˳ſܾ˻˵Ϊжܣ⣿㾹Ȼˣ治զء

Զ겻循ֵĿ̸Цһ̻̿ˣȴһ˿á





41   үһߡ

ү, һߣ飬ϴӻ׼õĺ, ĵϣǩǲǩ

֮ǰԶǩʱĳүҿɱȲƴ֣ûʮӸá˻ҵţ

ǱϵĻԶܵѪֻ˰֣Ҳǩ, ҷǸˣ롣

ѫһȹȥԶ³, ú˵ôģǵñҴ㡣

Ŵ磬Ȼͬ, ͷҲҪˣϵŴ磬

ǯӼŵĻ̿, ϷŪһСǰ, ȵ¶ȴ͸½, ͣ°ͣʹȫ, °ͱжſˮ˳°µΣغţҪ...Զ۾ǿʱҪͨ̿

ү˵, ϾͷһòˣϼŻǯֺģ촽

̿սӴƤꡱһðһɰ̣ƤսζԶҵĺš

躰ʲôɤѫĤֱۣһûָ׸ô󣬺ĸͱƵġʲô⡣

ôүͷҪҪ˵ϣʱǣż룬̿ûˣٻһ跴Ҳͦ䣬ůůҲͦá

ѫɿԶһ̲һ㣬һ֧Ŷûеɵ˵ϣɸƵ˵ҪҪͷǩǩ

ǩ...ϸڲǩˡ

ԶɫӲĿ̤Ҳܷڣ

ˣˣٶһˣȱǰ͹ζˣټʺƨصĲӬ

Ŵ磬Ͻǩ˰ɣǩǺûؼңȾȥϵ·ոһֱĥĲ

ľƹȫ˼٣͵ѫסСָǾ䲻ҪȾƵģϻҳ˺ȡ

ϱھ͵ǬŲƣֻͰѫѫ˼Ʊ˺ͻѾھһȳ߲˲ŸոտʼЩԺܸࡣ

ľָ㣬Ժµķվɣľ

ϸŴ峤ҵţӵʱ򣬼Ҽһ̴ѾʼðˣţϽܻؼң֪ôرָ

ԼҵĴŽգƿԺָվԺĸ¹ˢëСӣһ嵽˸ǰ뱧˴תȴֻɲբ

СӣҶˣˡ

ϸ磬ָˢӵһߣżϼеʣϸ磬ô

ϸвɵĵ㿴!

ָҲʶЩ֣ϵѾǰ䲻ȴҲپԼķǣϡ롢顣

ɱ˵Ӧָ۾ʱܳװˡ

Ǻ飬ϵ˵Ʊ

ϵָҪϸƱϤĺܣë׵Ĵ۾ɨɨϲϸ磡

ôǮô˳ȥһˣûôǮ

ϸָˣǻ𿻻ǽֲ˵ķСԵԴϣһƵζƮӣŲȥڻĳ嶯СӣҶ˼з𣿡

ҸĲɽ亣ζڶʱʱиܵ㣬ͨļҳ㷹

齻ɽȻϲʤǼϺһеģ˵ĶҪżڡ

ɽǿôЩ꣬ҪȢ޵ͷȻѰҲôÿȴʵʵѾڶˣ峤ֻܰŵͣ㡣

Ȼ̫ȴҲֻԼҺӵ⣬ɽĻ¶ĺܿ죬ͶʮӾ˶;Ͳÿˡ

ԶȫҶجɢˣ˷ϲ£ݹϵ̴üϵĴ˺ܶࡣ

ϰ徭Ѿ۷Ҳ˳ԺԵļӦûеģƿ룬ֹֻš

ҿ򼾳ϵĽԺúÿһҪ

¶廹Ҫлл㣬ҳĵص㣬ⱲЩı仯ʱʱĿЦݲ١

壬һ˲˵һϵ͸ȥϵû꣬ҲǸ磬ܵܵΪԼͷǲӦõģɽǶãҿ϶ǲܴӦġ

ˣϱӻⱲӣһӡûУϵ壬һ뷨...˼Ƭ̻ǰ뷨˵˳ס

ҵ磬ٴ˶˼ңĵذקϵϥص˵׵һĶӣТ˳

Сĺӣ;˼ңϾҪƾ٣ôϢĺӾԼһֽ̳ģһʱٸнŴϼ֣𼾳ϵú...ľͺã֪ˡ

岻ͬ𣿡񾭴˿ȴԵί

ͬ⣬ܲͬ⣬ҵֻ㸸ĸˣǲͬҲǲеģ֪ҪЦҼ˵ġ

ͷǶͦãЩһ㶼ñͨϵЩԸɷˣ˭еʲô¡

ŴϾִתһҲһЩһ̣֮Ӳף˽Уǰж壬𣿵

һгڣүǶۿɤӵúãҼ޳ȥһӣֶһүҲ

˴ճһֵĳ˶ٷָҲϯϸָһĺָĶӺһٶ

ָȵžƱͷЦ

³ˣָæĻ£ʲôϲϲױ߰㣬Ҫæ´ѣ飬˵仰ҪץæʱҲ̾Ŵ׽鷳

Ҳڼңϲʱ׼վϲָҵʱѾ͸ˣƿŷ䱻õĸǰ̫һˡ

͸ݸţƻͨĵ߰˸ĺֽͲҪɻһָ࣬ĬĬվ˻ᣬҲӰϸ磡

оһ˷ļ׵⣬ţףտ֣ףտ֡Ҳףٸ裬Ͱϱӱ˹յľĿհ

ϸ磬ǣϻۣЦŵ⣬ô֪³˵հ

ϲ𣿡ϹָͷϻҲһͷôˣɵѽ




42   ָЩɣû

ָЩ, ûգʱԸУżĶ, ԿƵķͣţ̫ˡ

СɵӣԺո綼ϰѵŵϵԸ

ʲôԸָûס

, Ըүӵ, ָ۽ǣԸġ

˵žͰָֻһ𣬷ŵıǼ⴦۾Ĭɶ, Ը˵ˣ۰֪

ţָԹԵżϵָ

ůһ, ϻû, ڵüë޳Ҷ, ĽβļЩ̣ոȥ۵׺ͦСӡ

糺촽ʲôأϾעָ, ĵϲӵǹ⣬Ҫһӣÿһˮκ˻˸ͬһ֡

ҺָĿתЦۺһ, ż˵ϸ磬Ҵˡ

ϵĿϣȴ޽ǵλãĦµɡ

ǼСӽʮˣĵԴˣҲڿ׷ˣԼˡ

˺þãõ˳ϸ˵Ҫ֡

𣬷£ϸϣһȻԵã񾲰Ȼһڣϳȵ͸޾᣺ͽСơСϲ𣿡

ȻԵá

񾲰Ȼڡ

ָҲ̲סð˳ԼƵģ޷޵Ĩϸ磬ˣˣĿżϣ۾Ĺˡ

һ˵˼ϻ޷ļϱ˵һסüЦ˵ô˰ڱϱˣСӵһ

ţˣָͷ񶼼ϼһ˾˵˼һ˵ʱ޹˼ɣȴߵĲ̧ͷ

һſЦøȻƵģҸֱӰ˾Сһ˵Ǹɷɡ

ֻźȻڿƾһ£Ӧ֮ץżϼ򣬼ϾľһȦȦתķɿ조

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ͣʱƻЩתκӳȫǼϵЦգƲ֪Ӻδͷżڼ°һڡ

ݵĴ֮ͺµȣͷŸոձᱡ˵˵ļ򴦣̧

գգ۾ֻƼֽ˽ֲٷſһųʮδһҹ֮䷺˻Ҹڽߵһǵص

СӣԼЦŬҧ촽ý΢ĩʹԼȥЩո...֪ʲô˼𣿡

µȴװףǵͷͨĶͷ۰׵Ĳ綼

Щε̧Ƶ°ͣǿԼӣСӣҡ

ϲ𣿡

ϲָʲôϲֻ֪ȫˣϲ˵ӡκ˳ףֻһֱһֱĺһ

ĲͣԼ˵ϲġ

ϲʤǻ·𱻳ˮţص̲סȷϵϲң

ţֻˆ£Ҫһ飬ߵĶҪطˡ

ոֻźߣȻϸǰϲȥ¥ϲŮӣǸԺô죬ϳӯķۺʱ˸ɾ

óȻľͰԼһ̵ֱĸ飬һԵȫ˳ȥȴûºȻ¼֪Ȼ˼ҲǰһãЦ

ϸ磬۵״󣬡ܱܲҪҡ

ϲﻹûιˣô˵˲һ㣬Ƶ°;Ͱ촽ӡȥ

ղŻдˣ˲ͱͻǣĵɴۿһֲֻɿƵʹſ졣

ϸڸϸԼ

£Ӷûо飬ֻİ촽һļ¶һ

ãطſƣһǼʲô⣬㻹֪𣿡

ϲ㣬ֻϲ㣡

ڶմѩ糿һαһϲմֲ赭ϲ

һ˫¶˫ۣǱƼһۿ΢첻ŵżϣըŵͷڸո׹°ֲ£ϸ磬ҺøŶ

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СһŻ˰죬ϲͷ˵ĵ⣺ϽյˣҪ˾ͲóˡŪһǿġ

˱ǣڸϸ廹һ˿˿ζƴûԹôóԵĶԲ˫۸͵ʳСһϸ磬ʲôôôóԣ

⣬е⣬ֻˣżģҲֻۺͼҲһڵϲԺǣˣһ¡

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Ϊ磬˽ǷɽӵֹǮ

ǳɫĺë죬ů˳Ư·ƴ֮˵תȦϸ磬ÿ𣿡

ÿûбٺÿˡ

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ţͬ˷ܵļϣסһȸڱЦôˡ

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Ҳÿ죬øˣҸ

ɵһˣںֹһҹڶһ缾ϵĸ첲ĶˣްƵĸ첲ϡ

õİһͱƴֽ˶Ӧֽȴʱʱ̵̿ĸżϣյͼģʰһѵļǣĵǶһͰöټ

ϸ磡...ָżϰ죬ȴⶫΪ˺Լģӵġܼҡȫ˻ȥ




43      ٺٺ٣ϡ

ٺٺ, Ц͸˵ׯںһԺͲˡ֪Сһ￴, ЩҪ˵˷ѡ

̹ϸ֫ϲ̲סһڣɿСӣȥ緹һͺˡ

...Сβһ, һһϸ磬Ҳһšʱʱ̵̿Ŀ㡣

ϸ˸СͷЦ˵Ǿſ๫, 緹

ţƹӦ

緹ҲûĶһһӵʧܵĵһȫͼõĶ, Ƹˣ̲ס۾˼Ϻüۡ

ǹ˻ִ˽ǰһҹ˶ܼ棬˻ǰһʮ, δĸһ춼Ͻֿơ

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һɫۿſҪƽʱ, ɽֻЦƻţͼһЦ

ֲ޲ɽڵĥŲԭǸѲɳеˡ

ԥݳʱŵƽ, Ҫϲ쾢ȥǼ˽Ļ˿̳ѾȺ࣬εƵֻ֣۾ֻԵ߶ˡ

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˵ôóԵĶôθء

ԲɽͼԹµվڳǺӵ£ƺȥרƷӣүҲõſڣֻڲԶɿš

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ϣ...ãĽ

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˵ÿ춼һ飬ʲôʱ£ңῩ֨һ£ԹҶ챻֪

...ǸĿⲻƴǰһľ٣µҪ...֬ɣϺõֵ

ðҿˣ㾹Ȼͨ죬ӲֶֻĹĹĵĸɵۡ

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ڵǿɣͬǸССĴɽ磬ÿĴµĸժɣسԣһֻɣصСֱɹǽڷġ

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ĵȴϵĻˣӵ䣬ոһյĵȣȴȲֻǽڷ֣ҲȲǳɫɣء

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¥̸ͯ𼾳ҲЩ˵ǼϽ;ǵүн飬ε֪˶չмӡ

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һǹǰһʶȥһãֻһ۾亹ֱƺѾȺҲͲʮ׵ľ롣

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ôˣŻڵϵŮʣƸոһԵľˡ

ûôܣãȥ㡣

Ⱥ࣬ȴûŵ׷ոǸ֦չŮһֱϸԶԶĿţϵѪ͸ˣĿǱ˺һۡ

ϸԭԸȥֵطǲǾΪϲǸŮˡ

Ʋؼңֻ뿪طȴһסСӣȥġ





44      ...û롭

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ɽǻڴҲûѻ˵壬æղŮҲʶлǻؼ˵⺢Ҫ޲޵, ϶ʱͻ

ϲŮ˴ǰԸȥ̻˭˲֪ȷƵľһֱ, ҸˣϲĶôһͱء

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ԭƻһֱ, ϸôͻȻ˵ϲȴ˵һ֮ûΪ𣿲ô˵

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ľƫƧɽ, ɢѩڼͷȭͷҧ촽ֻ˲˵ϸ磬˵ϲ𣿡

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ϣҵǮɽ, Ĳ϶ҪࡣǻϱһҪӵġ

֮һ·ֺһ󣬲ܵԺȾƣҲϲȾ, ߵߵСӣܶ𣿡

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ջСʶȤ׼һͰˮԡͰһݵĶ࣬ƤܿҪ˯ŵʱ򣬲ſϰݡ




48       һ⡭

һ, ʣµԵ

ϳʼ鱾ȦֱĿ˲ݣɲڶĶۡ

ڴ˻, ͷȲԼůҲԲ䡣һ˵ıѻȻ

ֻ˼Ƭ̣ͱͷȥÿ˸ڵţϸ磬ôû˯

ǰ˱Ÿͷ, ûȫͼ˽к, ԹԵľѣĸԼĴƵģĴСӣһ˯̫, һ¡

ƤЦݣβǡ

û˱Ƹս, ͼ§˼, ޲ȫλǡ

ƵİӶ˻, Ժпԣһ, ˵òҡ

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˽ԣ˵˺ʺӣԼﲻסԼ, ΧǳģĶá

ǿʫЩӦãϲģʫͲʫЩƽƽƿžͷ

ץӸκоǳѬһ롣ƾٱͲףʵ̲ס˭Ҳܳ²ߣͬΪƿͯҶҲû˼٣ٱʺӵͯͻᱻϳ뱾ԺԵˡ

ԺԽһȦǰŽţҾ͵Ÿ̴ʿԵ

Ͼʵ棬˵ʫĲզʣ±Լûɡ

ԼŬˣлǿ⡣

ԺѮŰ񣬼ڼ˯һ죬Ǹо左ۣ̾ƾҪûиװ·ҵ

ڿԺԣеĴʯͷʱ£һֶȥɽϸʱľƵࡣ

СʱûȥͷƷ﹤䷹ԣ߶Ȱ׾Ƶ̣Ĳ졣

ŴΪøʳʳƷϵľƻС׾ƣ׾ΪҶΪ;ơ

νĪЦũƻ롣ʱľģճģľƹ˼ǻġ

æ˰컭˸׵ֺɽܱԥݳǵнӣŰѲǿ롣

Ժв϶룬ɽͼһٽ׾ƣҵݴӿһ룬ʼƴҵ

һ죬һٽ׾ͷʮʮңͷʮʮҡ

ľƳװɫҪɽһͷƣĿڸгий٣̲ס˻һ˺ðžϲϣƣ

ɽ̵Щ꣬Ѷ˸飬δ˸߶ȵľơ̫ϲ侲ˣϣǲó

ƶ̫ߣһȨư޹̡׾ʵҵֻ϶Ҫס˵ˡ

ͷƾִĶͷһЦǰƵҲֻܵҵǿƼڵʱóˡ

ɽ̲סбǲżϵˮƽֻǿƼڿҪȵ컹ѡ

ƾֻԼˡ

ʵ߶Ȱ׾ƣΪŽȴŰķơܲȥûôࡣ

˷ŰҼҵţһȥõȺŰ񣬼ϱŪĿЦáĲˣԶԶȥǰȫԴ

ǰһв۳ҴʮͿʼ̴ཹཱུİ̴ͷڣüͷ࣬˸Ƶġ

һϲҳȺиˣҲаߡһյԣ¼ѹżϵְοϸ磬ûµģѽ

ƴôð˵ʧ϶ǼٵģѹºͷĿྡྷû°гϸٿһΡ

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ӵιһ̵ؾȺҪ˵ղǵ䣬İᵽɤۡ

ʱȺͨ죬ܱߺˣˣ

ûɤŵǲСһɤӺ˰ͷļơһľȫжȥһ˵ţϡ

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ϺһЦôҹڿ˻˹

ϸ磡㿼ˣˣ˷ܵԭر˺ü¡

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ϸο̫üˣ±ߣȥһ۾Ϳˣ˵

ոǺ޲ðѶ䳶ö߳ͲǼϡ

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˴ҾͿʼޣ׼ɱڶҪھףϱóͷ˵Ǯ˻ȥ

˷ܵ˯žŴڱشһ޶˯ˣ컹ҪھƣٲҪȥæ

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ϸ磬ˣֱ֣һһߵ߶ϸˣԺͲ»۸ˡ

ⱲӶ˼ڸѪ«ĺģŹ˵ٵĴү¹ĳϸ̫ˡ

ԵĻȦţĻ۸ϳ۴Ҹ´ЦȻŷ˯ţǾ͸ɵɡ

͵Ĵӱﾾƾġһͱ˵ӡ

Ǹһޡ

ֱڶ˶û峤ҰӴȤû졣

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ֹû˯ã˯ǰһᣬȸƤˡʵһʱֻӦϸ磬̫ˡ

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ƱҸЦݻεһµ׽ĵ׵Ļ˳ڣǲѾˡͻѾǰһͿ




49   Ǻ˺ܶ࣬

Ǻ˺ܶ, Ӵɽʼ

˲˺ü꣬˻ˣ㲻ҩ, Ҫִ˿϶Ҫ̾һ䡰ΰ󣡡

ֳ˸ţʵĺ£ռܸһ˾١嶼մ⣬ǹھµȥ˰, ׳ۡ

ӹ˧ӼϼҳĴСϱͿʼĽơֻԼûڼϳԺεʱͼ޹ȥڶˡ

ǼϷɼһ, ӺʽǺͳ˼ҵĸûʲô˵Ϸڼҳźͷ¹⣬ʲô

Ҳˡ

һũ˾Ҫ׼ҲҪ׼׼ȥԥԺаŶȥԺϵͳĽһ뵽Ҫһһ֮Ҳ, Ͼۡ

Ժ֮󣬵ԺſڵĲ۵ݸһ⣬ԥ֪ױš

ϵݾ, ˧֮ǰԼ϶չ, λ˺Ǹʯͷ, Ժ֮ǰΪ˱ӣֻ˽ᱣ

, ǵ͸üˮƽдΨ֪ͷȥҡײƭüϲҪ

֪е˼ЦЦĴ, ȥѫȾơ

ؼϲ߾ƣĸ߶Ȱ׾ơ

ѫȵһ֣ʣµķֳݡһݸһݸ˲ûչĹ˧

˴־Ϳʼ׼ֵˣջ˼İĶЩ׺͵عϣڼ紲ַѿعҲСݵĵȴ硣

ұһײŪֱۣϣҪٰѵȥҲüġû˼ֱ˵ֲþͱϹỤ̄ʳ͵ˡ

ϵЦСũ峤ִũļѾǶٴũܽľ顣

ʱũҷʻԷΪԼҲ԰ãľ͸ˡ

ϰýոѺҷϵķӣôĽң֮ǰͷʮֲԸڿдеĲ˵غ󣬱㲻ͷ˵˾䡮粻˵

Ժ֮ǰϴѼİĶȫ꣬ţֵҲʮģһϵĽȫݡ

廨룬Ƶʱ۵ֱǽѾϴϸ磬ۼлˣزоͲ˰ɡ

ԴƵ˼ûɹػ۴һָ岻صĽѾӣĻϲ⺢ôϲôŰҲӳ

֮ǰҲûʱ䣬ǮСׯѾʵ˲ɣѾջˣǰѽ˵ɡ

һ㵱˾˷ɣؾͿ϶ˣϵʹ۾ڿϵ˵ʱ򣬻ܸѾָʹá

˷ɣŷÿ춼һǲżܿоˣֻ⵹Σ뿼о˵Ҫ¡

ѾСˣȫǴ˼ҵɣǼҵӲŸɫɲдƵúõĹӾˡ

ŵü˳רĸŵˣϲˣƵԺϹҿ϶ӣȱˣҷɷɡ

ˣһûϴ֣

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ÿ磬ԴСǸ˵Ժ￴ƺƽʱûʲôܸͬоﲻԡ

ӣǴȣǿԣǰǣţ

һ˵Ļܽţȥƹƣ

֪ˣϸ硣

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ѫ˵ں߶Ⱦ֮Ϊ𾪣߶ȾϸûУüϽһˣΪһ߶Ȱ׾ơ

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ôĶò̫ζҪ׾ƣԥݾͿϰٽǷŷǵýǡ

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ϸ磡ϸ磡ѪˣżϾԼҵķܡ

һӵѪѼһֽһɫµڴϣ͵ϸһ̲Ѫ




50     ϸ磬

ϸ, ϸô찡½ĳżϡ

ϵţȥ׳ʰʰǽǡ

ؼҸƴк, ͣľȥʱſ϶ǹŵģó˧İسǵĽûжֱ˼˻ǵ˺ϼá

˧İǱĳүĺʹˡ

ҹİƹѣϻûüǸ, ƹѾţϻԵſʼͼ϶ƹǹݺ

˺һᣬƹصصһˡ

ԣֱӵ˵ϡԼһ, վƹͷүүǲǣﻹܺõģ֮ǰվ, ܸء

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Ҳ֪ôƹ, קק

ҽҽٲȴֹƹҡҡͷԼϵԺɣѣúÿޡ

Ϻ˵׸ȻǼٵģָĴҲͼһˡ

ӲקİԺٰŰٵϣоûжˡ

ֻ۾޴۰ͨĶʱʲôİοǲ԰

ʱ˹ݻͷĺһҪɢ

ڣڣֻͷֵ

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ɵԼҵĴϣԼӵһðϷɸһ롣

Ƕ˵ģȷǶżϣȥţҪ𣿡

ϣϣСȫҾʣһˣŵ۾Ĺ⣬ΨһĶиϡ

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ǧҪһĲס

ͷһѪ飬˿ƣϸ֪ԼĴӻزˡ

ţĴǰҶʲôԺҲʲôԺǰ̼ȢҶῴŵģлڲȥʱҲֻǣҡ

˵һһݽӬ

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һŴ˺ֱۡ

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ڼҹͷߣûбˡİһڴʹһȥ˾ǡ

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ղŻɷĽٷˣĨıȻƻ˻ίǾǸɽׯĴȥ̫ӵȦأȫĵҪոׯȫȦȥ

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51       һļ

һļ, ɽϵƤҪйˣʵûгԵˡ鼱֮ųǮƣʳ, ýһӵײڶ

þòԣ˰տ࣬ոࡣ缲꣬˱Юа벽ãǰֻڴƫһ, Ĵý㣬˭İȶա

̫ƽͨվֻпϡ࣬ӶѾҲôѡ

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˵ɽֲǸʲô״ͷĲŵȷϵ...ԸǮǡ

Ը, ˵ǲģ϶ԸһѣϾǹغһ׵

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̱үܲףֻƶũ˼ӣ˵һͱ˶ȡҲһ֮

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, ʦܶЩкôģٶƾ٣ҪιԣػܲЩʦûġļϼ, ʩʩȻˡ

ϰǱӰһۣҪߣͿڴ濴, Щ˵ϸ磬ҲǺϲԶȡ

ϲԣɤŵ

ϥϵӤ·Ц, Թɽȶҡ

ˮλÿҪȾ̺õĶ࣬ǵϣӹд¶һֿ϶ǲġ

ϳһʱһ, , ٻǵһЩ̡ľҹ˳ɼҺ, Һͺˮ裬˾򵥵ķ

ֻǵõĲȴǵϵ, ˼ʮΣҪķ

ַˮ죬ѵҲ죬ɹŴûлѧƷֻ

Ϻֻ¶, ϴʱܿȥۻ㣬ֻ򵥵ˣҪÿģӣﾫͷӦڶ͵

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ֻ˵һҪСˣڶ˴һˣٶȲν졣

ôæð̵ĵطܼƣжమǮ

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ҼңǼüסҷһжҪģҾ͸ˣˣɨ漸̧ͷĵǾ͸ô򣬸

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裬󺰣֪

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ϸԴӿſʼս̬ɲ뱻Ϸĥȥ᷿ɻɡ

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ÿ̵ܽʱ򣬼ǰһһ׼֪ˣϸ硣

ĳص㲻Сٲˣ뿼ƾٸֳɵ뾭̼ҲܳĿȥԼһ޳֪𣿡

óԺúȹһӣǵȻû⣬Լ뵱׳˼֪ܿ𣿡

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ûá

ִǿĸ֡ʩ̡ϵɣ᷿Ǹɻ⼸ȻǼūҲģסˣҪƷв˵ҡ

ʡèϹΡ

...ϸ熪峤ʲôʱèˣϽϿ˼ˣ

һϼӵͱҪ粵졣

ˮһžھһȳɽÿǮֳŮ˵Ǯ׬

³幫飬ڵõȫ֧֣Ļӻӽ򳯳һʱͷ

ЩԹٴΪģӵ˿ڣһʱ䳯Ϸзӯƽʱ˵ļ֥ٱĻͷаԵ⡣

ˣôϺз֮ǰǸ߿ܵܡ

ھܾŵıȨûܵҲͲûˡ

ʱ˸ķ̫ӳ£̫ʱµ۶ԼǲΣĶôһˡ

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̫ӱ˷ֵʱ˺ü죬϶ʬߡ

һɹŮ̫ҽΧһѣйҩ󣬲ŰۼžҪȥϻʵ۸˻

µһʱŭģ嶯ͷڻѧԪصǱܣû˴ߣڶĸ糯

һϳĲɵµۣո⾫Ķ潨̫ӵĳЦһôǶ޿첻ˣøϽڵط

һϽأ꣬念ҪŴѹ

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Ǳ߲ƹ, ߼Ѿԥݵ·ϣٽûгŮ죬ƾֻھչˡ

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ϰԭ·, ˼һȦǻԼҡ

ҵʱ춼ˣ, Ҳûǰ, ͵Լɡ

ڴ峤֪, ҪԣĻҳѾɨɾǧԶ, ʼջǼá

͵Եʱ䣬ƲߣܾÿģûɣҲھǵ, ϰǵźòҰ

ҵĵɽѾ˴סˣϵҿˣͰҲȥǰɣʱҵС

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ҪѺҪŵķ

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ż棬ǲŰȡЦ

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żżҪģʣأôû

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һ죬ʱ򣬼Ͽ⣬¬ͷϰĸطɷԽһͷȳԡ

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εʯĥͦǿʯʳʯĥǶȵתĴػʯʵײݷ˵Ļƶ, ֭ˮɽ

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ҪţϹŰֻƤ˼¾ͰŴˣһȫץۣ˲Ⱦܡ

׷ǰ½ϵЬ˳ȥЦţ̤Զ㣡ϱ

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ɫױװ˼ĸƷưϲӲ嵽ͷϲÿζÿ

óױ±ߺ첼ŵ, ϸţһϻͷ

һιȥ, ͳϸ羹ĳ˷ޣԥƬ֮󣬰ͷϵӻӡ

۵ˣϿͷʡ

𣿸ĸ˵һӡûУǸе˽ⶼ̵ĿСȻЦЦе㡣

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ţ֪ˡ

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ϻʵ۰̫Ψһӣӻعջϥͷڶã˭Ҳ׼ϻʵôġ

벦Ƽգ뵱ͷ, ڳиӵ͵

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һףֻ޲Ͷ䣬ϵشˣϡ

ԶһǰѾԥݸܸһ, ԥݸоڼ¼ڰϵֶɱɷ򣬸޻̸֮

ٻˣֶʱ, 󻧵ķϵⶼеһ룬ʺ

һϵûС

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ϵһûʱ䣬ҷɵĹɣҸܶ࿴һۡӦ, Ƶӣ

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˼ǰռСߣ˹ȴѹ˧˳Щðˡ

ǹ٣ϸѯʼµ׵³ÿնЩʲôԥݸľڶԱȣ־ԶҾ̱˴ңֳҲˣб٣

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Х翴һһˣС˵ʱ̬͡¹ӣȴûа㶯û뵽μ澹Ȼھ׸Ĵá

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61       Х⡭

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ΪϵĵǴŶӵ, ͷҪߣȴͷһۻԵֶù, ⡣

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۾Ŀʶֿһŷķ

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ԺѪŨأһѪˮӶ᷿˳Ȼи

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һԺӵĻһĺùط, ĿһֱͷϵǸϡ

˼ͽ解͵ʲôȻ, ȴǰǳͷ

Щʲôϡ棬һʱ䣬ʯأٵĹص˵, Ҹѧ˺þã㶼֪ŪǾһ֪֪

ѽ, ĶȻ𽣡

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ƨϵʮЬӡ۵úܡ

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ﶼȥ, ӷȥãֻŸɴת

ɽԱӣЦã

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ϵľһţƵģǻһֱһֱһ𡣡

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֪ôˣҪ֤ʲôһֻİһԽԽá

ϲֻҵС֣ţҧƶɣǰɺá

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ѹʱ򣬼ʹֻǴŲ档ϴϴ˳֣Ҳϰߡ

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ʲôأû̧ͷȴЦ˵ʲʣ۲ۡ

㣬Ƶ𣬿ˣιҡеᡣ

شֱףϺЩ˼

ȣϰԸʣɤӻ𣿡

һ㣬öˣƵĿ漾ϵӰ´С

УϻЦ˵𣿡

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ҪôǮģƵĸ첲ڼϵĲ, ֱ㶵صʱҲûҪƸġ

۶ԼһǻϺͰⶼޱĸǱקһ, Сӣϲ㣬Ǵָ, ү

ǰڴô, Ժô, Ĵüģ˱仯Ҳҷ, ұҪİȢš

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ֻǸˣȢ׹пɾඣµۻǵӶƬ̵ǻʲô˼

С嵱̫飬нʹĵĽǵǶ˸ƣүҲûߡ

ʣȻǳȣǲɾһμѻ֮вŻְ

֮ǰǴӵĵ̣һβӰţ˹ֻҪϰѵ׵ķӽһַѶЩŪ

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ʵҲǼõģǺȻϵˣµۺöֻԼŵ˽ӡ

¹شùͱ³̽ޣµ۵ʱˣҪҲذɡ

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ϿտɫӣǼˣĵʲôա

Ƿ˾ˣǱʡЩ˺ô򽻵ˣֻƷԱԺҪϳıȼ磬մƵı͵ô·ϻʹš

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ҳ뾩ǵʱѾѵ׷ӽ˹˧ϵô㻹֪

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˵֮ǰֻ˸׵ָɣٵĲ鲻ԸԴ򿴼ĵһۣŲˡ

ģĸöˣûˡ

Ǹü۵ʹĦŰĿӣһ縺ڷڶ࣬л֮ʾһȣɫͲӣҲҪһ

ѡ⼸ȽϺãѲһҹȣ̫ةҲ֮ӣСϲ֮ҡڲð

лûѡõһԼһʼеģƵЩɡ

ƱźڲԶ棬İ˶̸ûѲһۣתߡ

ѲҲǾҹ棬̬ܺˣûûôӹѲƤԼóȻǰǲǺˡ

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ʶ㣬ֱƿѲƷߡ

е㲻װƣǾͲᱻһŪѲһӶûУԱߺüʶĹӸ綼͵Ц

ѲĶͨ죬֮ǰΪĺòĶһɨգͷֻʣŭ

ҪȥȴƵǰ棬Ҫ






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˻˼², Ǹ

ѲⱲӾûô˹СѧϰգһᣬȴŲ޶

ĲۣѲǵɫ, ȻĲ᣺Ͻ

ϽºӣСӵһû£ﻹѽѽ˵û档˳Բѷɽ󣺡ȥ

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٣СӸողײˣǸҲˣôָûˡ

Ǽ˾ɣ̨Ͻ˽ü˿ʼڴţûǡ

¶ʵļ⣬ѲЩˣܲסԱ߿ֵ˶ֲ࣬ʧӣкԼҵСˣʱͰѼϺɽΧһš

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ĸǱˣùظҵıڣҲԳ֮Ϊ֡

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ǾѧĺõϸڣϵѧĲõģűǮԼżˡ

ԱǷֳ࣬Ǿȿѧĺõ, 衢ơĦա̨ҵ߱ʹɣͶá

ԡõˣһ󲿷Ǽū, ʣµĶ˼ʮϵĺ, һ׬ǮϹ涨ֻҪǹ, ˵ĶپΨһԴ

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ˣҪȢӣùնҲЦźû汾¿ɲУ

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һӵܸŸ壬εЦ֪Ҫն

ȢһҪ˫ȫУһʶĹӸ

ԣ˫ȫУһȺ˺Цһš

˭ȢҲûᣡ˭ȢȢˣʱ򲻳Ժûˣ

һﲻ֪ð·룺Űɣǳ׵ʱ

ȳӣһµĹӸ紸˴֣װ˼ЦշϿڣ

ΪܳʲôأһȺ˺ЦӵǼһѶȶûа

ǶżЦĿżϣҲ֪ǵǵĿ֡

ϰ徭ѧ˸ͨ͸ʫʵǲզأ¬ͷ˵ľԴʱ¬ͷٳָһ¡

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ٳһ˵ޡɡ

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ؼʱ̻ǵԮϴ֪кˡӢۣ

ãһȺ˹ƸţХЦŶԵĻͦ

ǵЦ

ģǼʷӵõһΡ˲ע̧ž壬谭չġ

һȺչ

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ͷͷˣǻ塣˳˳ľʹ, Щҵ¹ڣ¹ǰȢ

͹ط࣬ˣĲ⣬ͰЦŵף

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ǰϵһ۾ƾ޵˵˺ÿ֪ġ

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շŷۺ, ̵ͦıͷϣ֪ǲȵĳһ㱡ͷϽ˿£һ˿üһĨɰǳõƥɫ糺Ķţϸ硣

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ؿһϮµƣţ¼޸ǲǣҲƯģ

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ʲôѽƱһҲ죬ϵ̫ˣһɡ

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쳿Ǿҳ, رֻôһȥ԰Щֱ

ǽǻٲҪعš

ҵ鶼ˣ˭

ﰵһǽϻ

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Ҳµ۷ŷ, ˵أҲʮ˰ɣҲС

Ӫɵϣв֮ģͻլţͥ²ɣԨԴĹʮ꣬Ǵĺ͡

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̽ͷ̽ԵĿŹХ磬ʮ꣬˵С, δ¸κд˽š

ƾͷͷһҲ͹ȥˡ

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ŷﻹһزͷ, ҹ￴ХѰõĲ

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ۣᣬһߣֻڴšԴ·ݴ֮Сһȫ

㼾ϻÿݽŰĦҲֻл⣬ϻǳص

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ʱڣĺܴӦָϽү˿ˣʡʡ𺰡

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ˣȻٽĳǳأǵܹŵģ˸㡣ЩˣǮũ߾ֵصũ˶

ֲֻ֯ҪǮĶǻˣʵǸȱ¿ȱ£ȱ͸ˡ

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µ۵£ôЩ꣬ΪֻҪϱһ𷢶ǾֱܳһϷһ޴ĵ⡣

ȴ룬ֻСһ벻ˡһҲϲµš

۳˼ⶼҪˣִ򲻹û취̸ֻܺ

µͶӾ͵ݵǵİͷĵͷʱ֮ףϱ߲Ժȣżܴ

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ǰ˷绪ïΰߴӢһɫȴü۾£Ϊ˵ڻһ˿

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Сһͷԣһ۵껭ϵƵġϧǸ̾ûһᣬүؿΧһѲʶģһӲɤӾͿ

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ſӭ͵ķˣԼӵĿüͷûһ£ɫƽķ·

ͶĲˣϰƵȽȥЪᣬһٳ

ſվ˲ʱȷʵЩӲȽȥˡ

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ƻû߶ԶſھһЦСӣء

˲ǹ˭ƻûӦӣصôˣʶˡ

ףһ糾ȻǸõ·ǿʲôͷмңһ°϶Ųٵĺ磬ƳԾϲص㲻ֱ

ɵӣôôܲҲûأõķڶЩᣬƵ˫ƤΪЦβѳ˲壬ˣɡ

أ˵Ժ硣

˵ĺ󱳶Ƶһȥɡ

ظүͷ֮󣬿۵޾񡣽ֵĻ˴ɫĳ£תƸֵܴ˺ɫСñӣüĸԲĺ㡣

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ףǴĽмأưϴŵصıصӴӽӴ޵һ𣬸ʩ˶һһ

ְ϶ŵһֻ첲϶͡

СƣȱţСĵһٵˣص˵Ǻ¶Ϊѹûע⵽ӵϲһ

˵ĸףƼ״Цŵף첲ŵһ㣬žôסͷС

...ͷṦ޺ûϴ󣬾Ȼ⹫ͻȻľЦˡؿС¶ŷɫЦһ˲ոջӲƹС㿴㿴Цˡ

һЦľ͸ǮƵģظоԼ궼ûô˹ףףҺ¶Һ¶кˡ

һͱԵļϣô˵Ĺ˧˵к֣ĪֲõԤС

رϴһᣬתͷ϶ұ

϶ϴƶһ㣬ƾ¡Թж᲻ᵯȴۿ૵ǲǸˡ

ЦһſǴĺŽ븮У˼ӵ׷¹˵ҽվöҲҪš

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زμ£ؼ

˧񣬡ǰֵү˧ҾǸѰҵľ˾ˣԸһȻعٱ

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95   Ƽ״ϽѴӵݡ

Ƽ״ϽѴӵݸ, ʵ۸磬ϴ󡣡

ҲǴûôСĺӣźĶŻ˰, ưѴӵСȭͷŵǵأǾ˾ˣ

ԹŻʼ飬СǾȨ棬ûʲôζ, ڻﱧŸޣͷԵĺ涢ơ

һ˾˵ǽеĿϡ

ϴ󼾳Ͳˣ˳˾Ҫ, ǸëӶ˹һЩڱĽӲӵˡ

ÿϻһζһĹӦӲĻ, ʼץסǵͷһĿʼ

ӻСĪ֣ϸϽԼӵСȳ

ôС, µ, ˵, ͽС档

ϣҲѾ, ˵ǱߵļҲˡ

ϽԼӣƤĲȥϰ࣬ӵĹ⻷һصģڳ͢Ҳˣû˸Ҵ, ֪ʵ³١

ϾԼڼҲûӻСһæʱʱӦţ³ʱȥ𣿡

λεľǴŵ͵ҪΪǳƤƨһš

˫ǷЩɣٲЩ˹ſӣűӵţĺӲ֡

һ˵ͱɫæżϵ½󡣹ֶ̫ˣҲУҲС˵ɱЩֹ

϶Ҳ죬鷳ЩǱµͦʡĵģǱ߳Իȥ

һΧһһ÷ڲݵСһҪ໶ж໶֡

Щݻ뿪ھȻҹ

ĹȻձȹ˵㣬տĻʹԸš

ͷյֹƽҹɫһ˵ӰԺƿӸӵĴӡ

һԾ޹ӣôûһƬ˳żģλ˴ߣҪ¾ͱǿ׳ֱ˹ȥ

˭Ǽĳѥذף˲ϡϤϢϷŵҹ̽룬ūô

ϵӣҲҪԺܻؾźذײշ°ǵ˶ƿ˱һȤڵģòȴһ㶼Уʵ㲻롱

¿Ҫ⣬Хǵϥǣ˼Ұѥѵһ˫£ϣǧĻ±ٰŻȥˡ

ҿɵСĺܣ˵Ͼ֮ļ°͵ھ䡣

ôô磿

£ô⣿

һͬһʣȴͬһ𰸡һۣĿôճճһ˵ˡ

ХĴĿţһ̽ƼХ˵Ҳ£Ҳ֪ң֪ڵҡ

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޳µָĽХ̧ͷ˱ǱĶһСⲻֻƬ̹ͳɺС

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Ӵ̣ലԹ˼¾ްɣХ´ʣѶһ˳ȥҪϵʱȴ

һ·ۣˣǵϸ΢ĶǵֲϵڹХѲȻ

ڵѪҺԥһ㣬ХۼȻ˫Цŵҹα³۳ҡ

ǸڷǼϺƵӣһ˯˾Ͳ֪Ϊϰΰ֮䣬ܼĴ㣬ĵôϺܵģʮѪ˨ò

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⣬һƬƤ죬˵Ҫӡˡ

һҹһĺۡһѵһԣǾǾǳǰ¶ߣֻܽһǻϲͰŲš

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һҹģȫܼ͵Ĵĵ㣬۵׵ĺȦһϸ磬...جˣ

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ʱ綼ˣλСҲι̣Ǿʱ򡣿ӵԷȴŽա

һӴ֣ѻĺӷŵһ˻ŵİѶſڣ죬˵ﶯأȥԺɣһ綼²ˡ






96   ûû

ûûڷһ, ˸ˣ˶֪ʰˣﱧźӵʵһ

æѹХ绳ӽӹһ, 硣

磬һ·ͶٿЪţʱļĲ·ոմʼ˵Ĳһ

ͻˣЪһ޲ƣ, Ǿ˼ҸæˣҲ֪˼ǲʲô˯߲˯ʱ

ʮü, ҹӵķżеʲôҲûߵģХ˵ܵܺ...

µĻû˵, ƾѾðˣ˽ʹšżϵֱ治ɫص:, ֪˫ʵǺķѾ, Ӵһ۵ĺܡ

Х籧ϴ, ڻ˵ߣĵ, ڸ԰ڶô

ܵ͸˼ҳףⶼ˲˶ɼҲô£뵽֮һǸŮӣ˻鰴һ޲Ъս, Ҫ˼꺢ӿ϶ܡ

ˣϵһðѹܼҺ

ܼңƲʡ

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Хͷĺ...ĪǸɵģֲĸ

̤˸ұµǿòá



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£ԥ֪ӣԥɵΪɵԥ֪νũļڵļˡ

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ƶߣÿ겻͢ȼþͲˣ͢Ҳûָܴطٸ˰ɵʵǹһãˣ

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£һҶܻʶ΢ԼǵԲůӣôͷεļƣյķӣǸʩ˷ʣҲʵǲ̰

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Ҳĺ޳ܾˣһﲻϳѾֵزˣЦļֱͬʱ˸ôһĴָ

ֻϧС̴ķʵ۴˸ˣǵʹϾҪˣ㷵¹ɡ

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һ̴˰࣬ҲҪи˵ˡ˴νʹŲ壬бҵģԼһͶҪһ

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ʱػصľֱ֮ǰɰܵĲ࣬˰꣬һṵ̂īõϱƦåһѡ

ʹõڹϣֱû

Դϻ֮ԨХĽżլԺҲſãһ˶

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ڻҲôТһЦֱҲԶСҪ븸ˣȥŸܻˡ

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һ뵽Ըӣٰ߰ĽҵȤ

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ҲǣǼ磬صҫͥĵӾͽˡٸɼͻؼҸǴ

Ӷ꣬ҫѾ˶޿Ļʵ˳ǻҲǵǹҴ

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Сƣײھǣ...ð϶࿴ŵ㣬ܾùХе㲻ԾǰХУΣȻһһ֮ɢʱ

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СòһһģԼ˹ѫٲȻڻƽĻһ棬ʯˡ

ЩҴ󳼹Х籾˵׵ʾö˼ˣ³;ۼŴ˸־ܾһλ԰룬Ƶʣ磬㵽ʲôĹﰡ

ʲôģ־֪ڼ廨ģХϳӸһ԰˵ãҪǲܣҲСΣѵʱֲܵġ





97       ĵ

ĵҵ˼, 䣿ô˼ҰٲأǼƻˣУֲͦŵģȥɣ

ʱ, Хûټ⹦˵ģ˵ţͼñĵʲô˼ǲǸͷء

úĹ, ½˸磬ǵĹ, ˭ҵĹķۣ

УҵøϽؼңġĵܵܡҵ㿷޿ڼҵأ

һ᲻ĹХһֱӳ鵽˽, ϵı鶼һѾһгݵ㾡, һؼҾ͸С, ϱ߲㣡㿷šĶ䣡

˵곤ȼн, һݡ

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ͣΣͣΣӻδȣ˾ͻ𼱻ǵ塣

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ͷȴͬ˵ǶƨӳĸСɾƵģǲĸȢ˲ñƵĳš

ڶһ˵磬˵ҲԣӿŴ۾ðˮ˼Ƿĺá

Ĭ˰ı˵ǽкˮɶ֡

ͷӾãˮҲ̫...иʽкī...ˮţ϶

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⼱ʲôأһӺΪ˵һĳ

ƸϽһ裬Ϲཹ¶Ǻ̱ϣء

磬ûƼմʣʹ粻Ӧһ𣿳ϸ...ܻģ

...绹ûüһֱ˸һҪܶ˵ȡƻѯʵֻӲͷӣһǶˣҶ

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˸һ̾ûӰˣֱڶ͹سϲſڼХɫϽվŵѬζһ˿˿쳣ǰ۶Ķڵӣɧı䣬ʱ׼ɢ

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㵱˻ʵۣȴȢţʲô

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98       һչХ硭

һչХ綼Уô, Ҳ֪ԼǴġǻʵۣһʼ֪һ̰, ȴȶģԼٰ׸ɾ

ȴԹƵˡ

ǻʵҪȢʺҪԺŮˡõǸ˻Ůˣ֪ҹշת齣ٻϺӡ

˵ԹҲ, ŭ𲻸ҲգХ綼Թˣǻʵݵ̰ġû˵, йֱ˵ıϡ

ХУ˷磬žƺԼڳǷ˾סڹХһӣɥ档

˪¶عХûľһ䣬ɿ, ͵عȥһھơĿֱֱĶŴ¹⡣

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Թ, Ŀϡ¹⻹ĺ, Хֲλûʵ, ૵ص£𣿡

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